Well is december finally. Now my life is almost filled with just working and have not much time with mny friends, feel like they are further away from me. Well i can only blame myself barhx, went to K-boxing and basketball with my 2 aunt and my cousin. The trip was fun filling and aunt surprise us to say that they booked tickets for New Moon we all was like shocked, cuz she nv say anything abt watching movie. She say this is a reward for us, for all of us finishing exams i must say sorry to huiqi le, cuz i finished watching New Moon liao. It kind of dissappoint me sia, so many parts from the book is being cut off in the movie a lot of exciting parts are gone, and the movie last fir 2 hours man, i am sitting down there and i thought only one hour have passed, that goes to shows time flies barhx.

Oh b4 i forget, Happy 17th B-day norman haha:)

Busy working and watching dramas, so do not have the time to post. Anyway, i post for me to see only haha ok now back to the topic. Recentl.y working at gardian, basically all the work are manageable, only the closing and the handover is a bit "WA" super long steps and can die lor. Now focusing on workiing and my drama Gong Xin Ji, although my sis say is super lousy cuz every episode, got people die haha but then this is reaility marhx. Last time it is hard to survive in the palace and everybody, have to scheme to be able to survive in the palace, but in the show there is a deciving part is when how can be there such a nice person, totelly flawless and super duper kind lor although is deciving but haiz it at least shows that there are kind souls in the world haha. Anyway, just post till here need to prepare to go work le.

Today went for job interview, if everything goes well, maybe starting work on friday after red camp. After grad night, i miss E9 like free, thinking of the new environment that i may face when get into poly, freaks me out i dun wanna be seperated with Eniners. Well, all the good things and memories will come to an end one time. Just hope that we will never ever lose contact......

For someone, i dun noe if you will read this or not, but jus wanna say, thx for letting me noe that you have exist in this world, even you did not even say anything till the end, i dun noe if we will still stay in contact or not, if we are fated, we shall meet again :).

2dae i super enjoy the period when i go biking with malcolm loaba and ppw. Shared a lot of stuff and we cycle through Bedok jetty, and changi beach. Bedok jetty is very cooling and we enjoy the breeze. Ok now lets get into the real topic, when we first started cycling, laoba and ppw used the double bike, and we raced but, i lost cuz i one person and both of them is guys and somemore they have more strength. Then we go on the same pace. and then we reached a slope suddenly, laoba feel very chi li cuz ppw is not peddling, i behind down laughing then have to control myself, if not i will fall off the slope. Then suddenly laoba turned behind then he shouted "PPW JIA ZUA" haha which means that he "eat snake", which means he lazy. Then when we reach a path, we saw a group of malays, ppw and laoba let them pass. Then they say both of them is gay, the they also scold them idoit in malay. Then laoba say "Do you know why i learn to cycle in one hand?" then we ask why? Then he say cuz can use one hand to point middle finger. Then ppw laughing like mad then i was like -.-. Then ppw raise up both hand and point middle finger then once again i was like -.-. Finally we reached Bedok jetty then we rest there and enjoy the sea breeze. Soon Kirby and Yu ting came cuz they Roller Blading, they rest there while we three continue clcying to Changi there. At first, we cycle right up to the high way then we see nobody is in sight then, we turned back to ride back then we stopped at changi beach to sit at the rock, the scenery was super beautiful and the three of us screamed, with ppw and laoba screaming .............. things. Then it started to drizzle a bit, then we cycle back at fast speed, then the rain started to stop, we enjoy our way back and then we took breaks here and there. The sand castle area was super beautiful, when we reached to the bicycle returning area, then we decided to continue down the other way to another two jetty. But then the jetty is not as beautiful as the Bedok jetty. Anyway i enjoyed the bicycling trip with ppw and malcolm they helped me a lot and the day was beautiful but there are some bad memories which i dun wan to say anymore anyway thx to ppw and laoba hu make my day a bit more happier.

This is my last post b4 O-levels, i will only continue to update after my O-level. Recently, cannot say nth is going in my head, since the start of this week, my mood have not been very good, somemore working hard for my O-levels. I tend to have mood swings now and then, but promising myself not to, let it out on innocent people as much as possible. Now going take study leave on thursday, to unwind myself and gear up for the upcoming O-level and also art work. Work hard everybody, good luck and we can enjoy and relax ourself after the exam.

Labels: i decided to keep it inside me 4ever, it is ok if you dune noe

Today i seriously hate myself to the core.

Firstly, i quarreled with jem, and i am super digraceful, but we are sisters linked so ok le in abt less than 10 mins? Secondly, i hate myself because i lack of courage, to do even such a simple thing, thinking that i am such a failure. Thirdly, my studies sux like hell hate that i am so lousy compared to other people. But after sch study with tuckk while waiting for qi, feel much better le all thx to tuckk, he and his funny way in coaching me math haha. Hope to study with him soon haha study with tuckk can learn lots of things and relax as well.

Oh b4 i 4get, even if this is not my day, still wanna wish Lincoln
a happy 16th B-Day hope he will enjoy his B-Day.

Today, i get to know something, and finally it helped me to link back to all the problems, that i have been thinking about and cant solve.

It have been super duper shocking for me, i did not expect some things, to be happening around and it have hurt someone that is quite important to me. Small pieces of memories keep flashing inside my head, and i finally manage to piece them together, i need time to digest it. I will pretend not to know anything.

Pls do not ask me what have happen, i will keep it to myself, even if i hope that i had never known it..............................

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